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  South San Francisco, September 1997

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  Guatemala

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  Acknowledgments

  About Bradley Spinelli

  Copyright & Credits

  About Akashic Books

  For the McKees and the Spinellis

  You can have a hangover from other things than alcohol.

  I had one from women.

  —Raymond Chandler, The Big Sleep

  SOUTH SAN FRANCISCO

  September 1997

  1

  At 4:14 p.m. I was smoking a cigarette. My smoking pattern had finally come full circle. After five religious years of pack-a-day Marlboro Reds, I quit, started up again, switched to Lucky Strike filters, switched to Drum hand-rolling Dutch tobacco, quit, started up on Lucky Strike Straights, switched to American Spirit Blues, quit, started again on American Spirit Yellows, quit, and finally resumed my regimen of Marlboro Reds, a pack a day. I was now convinced that the chemical additives that had driven me to Spirits in the first place would kill me quicker than the cancer the tobacco alone would eventually cause.

  By 4:19 the cigarette was burning out in the brown glass ashtray, sending a lone last tendril of smoke in a sacred mission to the ceiling. I looked out the window to the dismal backyard—beaten dirt and broken concrete, straggling stubborn bushes, empty plastic trash bags. I was having a thought, a post-cigarette thought, of fullness, hope, and genuine optimism. It passed quickly. For lack of anything better to do I was reaching for the box of Reds when the phone rang. I looked at it in disbelief and waited a full five rings before I picked it up.

  “Hello? Hello? Is anyone there?”

  I cleared my throat and remembered I should have spoken first. “Yeah. Crane here.”

  “Itchy, damn you. Why the hell don’tcha say hello like a normal guy?”

  “Whatever gave you the impression I was normal?” It was McCaffrey, a second-rate private investigator down in LA. I had done a local research job for him a couple of years before and never been paid. Since then I’d been fortunate enough to be out when he called. I was looking out the window again, wondering why I had felt so optimistic just a moment before.

  “Right as ever, Itchy. Listen, you busy these days?”

  I took a moment to shake out another cigarette and toyed with it between my fingers. I didn’t have to turn my head to know that my desk was empty, nor did I have to shift my weight to feel the anorexic leather wallet in my back pocket. “Yeah, McCaffrey, I’m pretty busy. Quite a few irons in the fire right about now.”

  “Well, let ’em get cold. I got one you’re gonna want to be in on.”

  “Fuck you, McCaffrey. Your checks don’t bounce, they just never get cut.” I hung up.

  I lit the cigarette in my hand and leaned my chair back on two legs. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror on the far side of the room and realized that my beard was the only part of me not looking thin. I began to have second thoughts about giving McCaffrey the brush-off.

  I started my “information services” biz after I walked out of the San Francisco Chronicle, drunk off my ass, screaming at the top of my lungs that I didn’t want to work with a bunch of fucking drunks anymore. I was right, ironic or not; the alcoholic ratio among journalists looks enough like a whole number to guarantee it will never appear on a racing form. But it was a bullshit reason to quit. I was just tired of endless deadlines writing useless copy that would only end up lining a birdcage. One particularly drowsy afternoon I did the math and worked out how many trees in the dwindling rain forests I was personally responsible for felling and couldn’t eat for two days. Besides, the writers for the Guardian were getting all the hot stories; I worried I wasn’t read by anyone under sixty.

  So I moved to South San Francisco and set up shop in a decent little house with two bedrooms upstairs, a spacious living room with bay windows offering nice views of the house across the street, a real kitchen large enough to actually have a kitchen table, and a faux-marble staircase leading to the street. The downstairs was a large garage with an unfinished room in the back. South City is a bedroom community where the pace of life feels slower and more private than in San Francisco proper, and I liked the idea of slowing down and having more time to think. There were few restaurants and fewer bars, and the likelihood that I would stumble into trouble was negligible. This is the kind of place where one moves to raise a family—or, I thought, build a business.

  After years of snooping and scooping facts for the paper, I had a pretty good nose. I printed up some business cards and started a PR campaign. I billed myself as a jack-of-all-knowledge, and for a fee would answer any question put to me. I put an ad in the Guardian, some friends at the Chronicle placed a nice blurb about me in the Sunday edition, and pretty soon I had a nice clientele going. All kinds of gigs: mapping out elaborate travel plans to unusual destinations for people with unusual tastes; sexual fetish information; property ownership inquiries for investors; the occasional person-search for law firms serving subpoenas; even helping students with research projects on obscure subjects. I was like a private dick with very little legwork—and I never got shot at. I even got a couple cushy reconnaissance missions, literally taking some hotshot’s vacation for him, all expenses paid, to work out the perfect weekend in Oahu or Cabo so he wouldn’t run the risk of staying at a less-than-divine resort. Those were the days.

  Then I made the mistake of ghostwriting a cover story in one of the weeklies about nude beaches in the Bay Area. I knew the kid working the story and the money was right. Turns out my directions to one of the harder-to-reach Marin beaches—nude beaches are off the beaten path, even in California—got flubbed somewhere between me, the credited writer of the article, the editor, and the fact-checker. A young couple missed the crucial turn that had been omitted from the printed directions and fell sixty feet to the rocks. Their bloated corpses washed up at low tide and scared the piss out of a couple of Chinese fishermen.

  It could have all blown over—should have all blown over—but the girl’s mother got word about what the couple were doing out there. She tried, unsuccessfully, to sue the paper, did a lot of grade-A snooping, and made the writer’s life hell until he finally confessed that he didn’t know the swimming hole but had gotten his information from me. The woman launched a personal vendetta—placed slanderous ads next to mine, got on radio talk shows. I became a headline: “Ghostwriter Blamed in Young Girl’s Death.” No one ever asked me for comment. The last two years had been a long, slow slide into insolvency.

  I was scraping bottom and I knew it.

  My brain was halfway to sending my hand back to the phone to star-69 McCaffrey when the front doorbell rang three times in a row and stopped. I made it to the door in time to see the UPS driver gun his engine and pull his truck away from the curb. I opened the screen to yell at the driver but it caught against something and bounced right back into my face. I took a step back and saw what had impeded me: a flat box, barely four inches thick but six feet high and standing on end, leaning against the outdoor railing.

  I muscled t
he thing downstairs, opened my garage door, and set it up on my workbench. It was addressed to me, overnight delivery, and the return address was missing a name but I recognized it as McCaffrey’s Santa Monica digs. I didn’t like it. He was playing me, one way or another.

  I took a mat knife and ripped into it, cut the top of the box away, and started in on the bubble wrap. When I was all but buried in packing materials I realized I was looking at the backside of a stretched canvas. I stood it up, turned it around with some difficulty, put it up on the bench, and stepped back to light a smoke and have a look.

  I never got the smoke lit.

  It was a painting of me.

  2

  “McCaffrey Investigative Agency. Can I help you?” She sounded blond, past her prime, and tragically Los Angeles.

  “Give me McCaffrey.”

  “Mr. McCaffrey is busy at the moment. If you’ll leave your name and number I’d be more than happy to—”

  “I’m more than happy to talk to him now, lady. Tell him it’s David Crane on the line.”

  “I’m sorry, Mr. Crane, but Mr. McCaffrey is quite bus—”

  “Miss Moneypenney, tell Mr. McCaffrey that the gentleman on the line is making obscene sexual demands. It won’t be a lie if you don’t quit talking to me and start talking to him.”

  There was a short but pregnant pause and the line clicked and my ears were assaulted with an instrumental version of Michael Jackson and Paul McCartney’s “The Girl Is Mine.” It only lasted about ten seconds.

  “Itchy! What’s the good word?”

  “You tell me. It isn’t my birthday, and I don’t believe it’s the first of April.”

  “I wanted to be sure that I have your attention, that’s all.”

  “You’ve got it.”

  “All right. I could really use your help on this one. It’s a simple missing-person case but I’ve got nothing to go on. Girl up and bailed. She’s of age so the cops won’t touch it. Everyone seems to think she just doesn’t want to be found—no foul play, no intrigue. But her family is desperate and the money is right.”

  “That’s all very interesting.” I let it lie just a moment until I heard him take a breath to speak. “But why do I have a portrait of myself sitting in my garage?”

  “So I do have your attention.” He laughed a small, threatened laugh that I wished I could have beaten out of him. “That’s why I called you, Itchy. I figured you wouldn’t be able to pass this one up. You’re too damn vain.”

  “Tell me something useful.”

  “Itchy, I don’t know anything more. This is one of the paintings the girl did before she disappeared. The family gave it to me as a possible lead. I thought it looked an awful lot like you, so I sent it along. Thought you might know her. Do you?”

  “Well, let’s see . . . do I know a girl—no name, no face, no description—who paints portraits of me?”

  “Hey, either you sat for the picture or you didn’t. You must have, it’s too good otherwise.”

  “She could have done it from a photograph.”

  “If you didn’t sit for it then you know everything I do. The family wants to remain anonymous, so I don’t even know the girl’s last name. She’s probably traveling under an alias anyway. Apparently she hasn’t used her real name since she was in kindergarten. All I have is a first name and a little background information.”

  “What’s the name?”

  McCaffrey took a sip of something; I heard what sounded like a shot glass clink against the receiver.

  “Ashley. The name’s Ashley.”

  * * *

  My first thought when I put the phone down was that there was a lot I didn’t like about the situation. No last name. McCaffrey’s cagey drink. The painting. Then I realized that there wasn’t anything I did like about it. McCaffrey had agreed to have his assistant fax over everything he had on the case and ended the conversation abruptly, making some excuse about a deadline he had to meet. Probably a happy hour.

  I thought about having a drink myself. I had finally gotten over Alcoholics Anonymous, a habit almost as hard to kick as the bottle itself, and had simmered down into a quiet, occasional drinker. I cut off all my old drinking buddies when I first got sober, none of my cronies from AA would speak to me after I started drinking again, and the old drunk crew certainly didn’t know that I had jumped off the wagon running. But between a bunch of guys in a church basement drinking bad coffee from Styrofoam cups and a group of career drunks facedown on a barroom floor in a pool of whiskey-flavored vomit—a man can do worse than to shake them all.

  I went to the vanity in my closet and reached for the musty bottle of Old Crow, got a glass from the kitchen, and poured myself two thin fingers. I took my shot down to the garage, pulled a dusty folding beach chair off the wall, and sat down facing the painting.

  I was pictured sitting in a chair in my kitchen, a barber’s blouse draped over me with hair all down the front. I had an intense, boggled look on my face. Standing directly behind me, peering down with clippers in hand, was the barber; I recognized him too. He was an old Italian barber from the neighborhood who’d been cutting my hair since I moved to South City, and he made house calls. He looked as elegant and charming as I knew him to be, a glint in his eye illustrated by a skillful touch of the brush. In the background I could see the clutter of my bachelor’s kitchen—unwashed dishes, cupboards in bad need of a paint job. The image was exceptional, exquisitely detailed in the folds of the barber’s blouse over me, the clumps of freshly shorn hair that fell onto the floor, the gentle illusion of the buzzing of the clippers in the barber’s hand, the subtle touch of intention, as if he really were about to lean in and touch up beneath the ears.

  Maybe it didn’t look exactly like me—it wasn’t photo-realism, but it wasn’t abstract expressionism, either. It looked like me. It was evocative of me. Fuck, it was me. Anyone who so much as knew me from high school would get a creepy recognition vibe coming off this painting.

  I downed the shot. What was most disturbing was the fact that it seemed to be a scene from my life. The barber was a dead ringer for my barber, who had just given me a trim a few weeks before, and the shirt I was wearing in the picture—the collar visible under the blouse—was a recent acquisition.

  Casually, without meaning to do so, my eye wandered down to the bottom edge of the painting. Written clearly in the corner in black, over the dingy yellow of my kitchen tiling: 8/18/97.

  I nearly coughed up my drink.

  * * *

  I checked the fax machine and saw the three slim pages passing for McCaffrey’s background information. It was nothing. One page was a photocopy of a California driver’s license with all the pertinent information—last name, address—blacked out. The photo was so blurry and distorted from being photocopied and faxed that it told me nothing at all. Ashley ________, five foot two, black hair, blue eyes. No help.

  The second page was a form from McCaffrey’s agency, a kind of catch-all client information page, also left mostly blank. It told me that Ashley was born somewhere in Los Angeles County in 1976, had grown up primarily in Anaheim, and in her late teens had moved to San Francisco with her mother. Last known address: Unknown.

  The third page was a copy of a check from the McCaffrey Agency, made out to me, to the sum of $25,000. The memo at the bottom said simply, Advance on services and expenses. It was a goose chase, but a well-paid one. I hadn’t seen that much money since—well, maybe never.

  I reluctantly turned on my ancient Power Mac and got online. This always gave me a twinge of guilt. Were it not for the accursed Internet, and its recent rise in popularity, I might still have a steady income. At first the older, wealthier portion of the population shied away from the Internet, and as they represented the mainstay of my clientele, I managed to hold on to my niche. But as the baby boomers became Internet-savvy, my income dropped off as steadily as Yahoo! stock rose. The bottom line is that the information superhighway made the renegade job title Information Broker
completely obsolete—almost any piece of information I could obtain could be easily found with a cheap PC, a 14k modem, and a keyword on AOL.

  I started with a simple word search on Ashley and was bombarded with hits. It would take me a decade to comb through them all, and without knowing anything else about my subject, I wouldn’t recognize the right one if I found her. I went to the Social Security site and learned the truly devastating news: from 1983 to 1995, Ashley had been one of the top four most popular baby names for girls in America—top two since ’85. Most of them were too young to drive, but there were enough Ashleys in California that I could never hope to wade through them all.

  I was cursing McCaffrey’s name when he called again.

  “Itchy, what’s the good word?”

  “There are no good words, McCaffrey, you’ve given me exactly dick.”

  “Hey, I know it’s loose, but if anyone can make somethin’ out of nothin’, it’s you, right?”

  I grunted and reached for a cigarette.

  “You did get my fax, yeah?”

  “Yeah,” I said, exhaling a fountain of smoke, “I got it.”

  “I know you could use the money.”

  “McCaffrey, I can’t cash a fax.”

  “I know . . . I FedExed you the check, you’ll get it in the morning. I just wanted you to see the kind of money we’re talking about. If you can find the girl, you’ll get that much again.”

  “You wanna tell me why this girl is worth fifty grand?”

  “I’m telling you everything I know. I’ll tell you anything I hear when I hear it.”

  “And the check’s in the mail, right?”

  “Itchy, if you don’t see that check in the morning you call me, all right?”

  “Yeah, yeah.”

  “I gotta motor. Keep me posted.”

  He hung up. I gave up, turned off the computer, and went downstairs to pull my car out of the garage.

  Delores, a 1965 Mercury Comet Caliente convertible, carnival red, 289 v8, four-on-the-floor Hurst shifter, Holley quad-barrel carburetor. I got her for less than three grand back when I was working at the Chronicle. I dropped a lot of dough into her and spent many an hour flat on my back underneath her or leaning over the engine with grease under my nails. While she might not be a neck-breaker, I’d pitch her against any car out there for sheer cool cruisability. Old cars are a dime a dozen in the Bay Area, but mine always catches glances.